Because Of You

Because Of You
Music:Ben Moody/David Hodges/Kelly Clarkson

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you       

Week 17  (2012/6/11-2012/6/17)

Students’ Dormitory Curfew Policy

     In our university, there is the students’ dormitory curfew policy. For college students, who have ability to deal with things and are responsible for themselves, whether the students’ dormitory curfew policy is appropriate or not. In my opinion, I think it is essential and necessary.
     The most important point in my mind is that the students’ dormitory curfew policy can restrict strangers from passing in and out. It can prevent unknown people who may have illegal thoughts and do something bad. For this reason, it can ensure students’ securities.
     In addition, most of students don’t want to break the regulations and be recorded demerits, so they avoid returning too late and not coming back. Therefore, if students find that their roommates don’t return dormitories on time, they may worry about their roommates. The actions can make they find something abnormal for their roommates much earlier.
     However, for university students, who want to do everything without any restriction. Besides, the students’ dormitory curfew policy confine to coming back on time. It is inconvenient for them to play to the fullest.
     Even though, I think the students’ dormitory curfew policy is important for the sake of students’ securities. To sum up, the advantages are more than adverse effects. Some appropriate limits are beneficial.

Week 16  (2012/6/4-2012/6/10)

Happy Birthday and Summer Plan

     Happy Birthday to myself!! =目 I have grown up and should be responsible for myself. As a result, I have have a plan for my summer vacation.    
     In the summer vacation, I want to arrange my time appropriately. First, because I think I don’t get good grades in my school work, I want to review my studies. In addition, I am not good at listening and speaking, as a result, I want to promote my abilities to listen and to speak. Second, I would like to relax with reading books, drawing, exercising, and eating delicious food. I can fill my leisure time with above things. When it comes to eating delicious food, I have a special plan that I will go to Hsinchu City to visit my roommate. It is wonderful that I can eat cakes until I feel fully but I just need to pay NT260 dollars in a restaurant that my roommate introduces to me. Third, I want to take motorcycle driving license. I have difficulties doing part-time job because most employers are on condition that I need to have motorcycle driving license. Finally, I want to visit my senior high school friends and teachers before the end of my summer vacation.
      At every long break, most people think that there is more time to do the arranged things and are behind the schedule. I am not an exception, so I want to push myself to meet my plans.

Week 15  (2012/5/28-2012/6/3)

You Raise Me Up

You Raise Me Up

When I am down and oh my soul's so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdenced be
Then I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit a while with me
You raise me up so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

I have loved the song recently. ❤
The next one is Japanese version. It attract me a lot.

Week 14 (2012/5/21-2012/5/27)

Old

When I grow old I’ll keep exercising to stay healthy.

I’ll eat an apple every day to keep the doctor away.

I won’t ever doze off in my chair while I am watching TV or reading books.

I’ll be far away alcohol and cigarette, and I’ll be always conscious and fragrant.

I’ll be in touch with my neighbors, my relatives, and my friends every day. I won’t ever be an eccentric, unsociable, and autistic old man.

I’ll keep kind smile on my face and keep fine sayings and pleasant words. I won’t ever be an old man, who is hard to get along with.

I’ll keep good mood each day. I won’t ever be an emotional old man.

I’ll be an amiable, genial, and approachable old man. In addition, neighbors’ children will frequently come my garden have fun.

I’ll never lie on a hospital bed, and be looked after like a baby.

I’ll prepare my funeral arrangements in advance. I won’t left lots of trifles and troublesome matters to my posterity.

Week 14  (2012/5/14-2012/5/20)

Family

My family is so lovely. It is neat, perfect, and peaceful.

Although there are no many members in my family, my family is harmonious and compatible.

Although there is no mother in my family, my father is strong and kind.

Although there is no beautiful backyard in my family, it is always filled with some small green.

Although there is no large communal room in my family, it is always warm in winter and cold in summer.

My lovely family, I can’t leave without you.

My lovely family, you are my eternal harbor of refuge.

My lovely family, you give me the most sincere love for no repay.

My lovely family, your kindness is greater than the God.

Week 13  (2012/5/7-2012/5/13)

Part-time Jobs

      I think college students should take part-time jobs, because I think it is an important of college life. The most basic reason is money. In college, we have to disburse tuition, living expenses, and other extra cost. However, the total during the years of college is not a low number; we should not all depend on our families. According to a study from Education Research and Evaluation Center in National Taiwan Normal University, majority of students think that the most important factor to taking part-time jobs is economic situation.
     Another reason I support is that it is a chance to learn. With the processes of part-time jobs, we can learn not only the abilities about the jobs but also attitude and the methods of dealing with others. Take me for an example; I have taken a part-time job in a coffee shop for a short time. In addition to the affairs and the ways to make meals, I can also learn how to cope with guests and my co-workers. Therefore, I think we can learn lots of what we cannot learn from textbooks. We may encounter some difficulties and frustrations; however, it is also a good chance to become much stronger and sturdier, isn’t it?
     Finally, taking part-time jobs is beneficial; however, we should estimate our abilities and time. We should not focus on part-time jobs too much to ignore studies and the interaction with classmates. On the premise that we understand what we do and know how we arrange our time, we take part-time jobs.

Week 12  (2012/4/30-2012/5/6)