On the day I entered elementary school, I was greatly nervous and excited. Everything was so strange and new that I could not steady sit in the car. I leaned against the car door and I was impatient to see the brand-new scenes. At the first moment I stepped into my classroom, I felt suddenly tense and frightened. I had never coped with a great deal of people such as the class; therefore, the lots of unfamiliar faces as well as the new and unknown circumstance abruptly wiped out my expectations and made me have butterflies in my stomach.
However, a kind girl, sitting beside me, gave me a warm smile and gently talked with me. It was her that alleviated my tension and made me feel better. Little by little, we became best friends and kept no secrets from each other.
Unfortunately, our friendship was broken for the sake of her white lie. I realized her kindness and consideration; however, I still had a sense of frustration for being lied. Rage blinded my eyes and made me too irrational to think over fact. I was so angry that I said some vicious words, and it made her irate and sorrowful. We started to avoid and ignore each other. Even though I knew the fact and her feeling, I still couldn’t yield to her.
It was until the day that she transferred to another school and I had no way to see her again, I just felt regretful. The last time we got along with each other was quarrel and disregard. I had caused an irretrievable injury; in addition, I would have no chance to apologize to her and retrieve our friendship.
It was not until I lost my best friend forever did I understand how important my friends were and that anger would made people irrational. Up to now, I still feel deeply regretful for that. For this reason, I decide not to say anything when I am in a rage for fear that I won’t hurt anyone I value.
Value everywhen!!
Week 9 (2012/4/9-2012/4/15)
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